The worst and best summer ever.

Even though I feel like I have been kicked in the gut every day this summer, I am a better person now than I was when I started. Even though I now have regular anxiety attacks, I have stronger faith than ever before. Even though I am one bad cup of coffee away from my insanity finally leaving me and I run down the street naked screaming the lyrics to NSYNC’s “Bye, bye, bye”, in ways I feel stronger than I ever have. Continue reading

Lies That I Used To Believe: Asking for help means I can’t do something.

But still my definition of need was off. When people asked me do I need help with something, I eventually figured out that they were not asking me if I needed them to do something for me that I could not do. Instead they want to know if they could help make my life easier, to get stuff done quicker, and to make it so I can be happier. Continue reading